Every now and then, God shows up just in time to keep me from being self centered. I get a reminder that this world is not meant for me to walk around expecting others to be what I want them to be. They are who they are. And usually, I have met them because of … Continue reading Just Loving

One of the grief counselors I saw after the accident was a wonderful soft spoken woman. She followed my children around the hospital as they were heartbroken and shocked and I was unavailable to soothe there little bodies and minds. She was what grief counselors are supposed to be. She was there. She was available. … Continue reading The Victory of Wanting

The truth about love is that it isn’t always easy. There isn't a way to put our hearts back in the tube. Once they are out there, they seem so vulnerable. You can’t keep it in a shell. You can’t protect it always because you wont get to enjoy what love is, what love has … Continue reading The Truth About Love

The relief of a successful surgery is a weight lifted for now. It has been a nice time with family. How very normal it all felt. I must admit there are those moments where it seems Tony will just walk in to the waiting area or I can ask him to fetch something from the … Continue reading Successful Surgery

The heartache of grief leaves a wound that seems extremely easy to open again at a moments notice. Death is a part of life. Sometimes this is the sad truth, and sometimes this is the reason to live. When death starts to knock on the same familiar door, it can be hard to understand why? … Continue reading Love on the Outside